“His speech was smooth as butter, yet war was in his heart; his words were softer than oil, yet they were drawn swords” Psalm 55:21 It’s okay to put up strong walls against some people, to have your shield up and ready for battle, to give them as little information as possible for ammunition. It’s… Continue reading When Facing The Enemy
I bought the girls heart shaped boxes of chocolate for Valentine’s day and pretty water bottles. I’m excited to see their faces in the morning. My ex has them tonight, he passed his actuary exam. Money is coming so easy for him and so hard for me, it feels unfair, especially when I have to… Continue reading Heart Shaped Boxes of Chocolates
I drove to a home someone offered to rent me. It was in a scary neighborhood, made me wonder who I am now, how could I live in a city with this neighborhood in it and never drive through it before. How could there be so many people living in tiny crowded homes hiding in… Continue reading Making Brownies
My home is newly on the market so I’m trying to figure out where I want to live. Dating isn’t as fun as I thought it’d be, it gets complicated quickly, and I really don’t know what I’m doing and I don’t have much free time. Texting and emailing and phone calls are exhausting instead… Continue reading Exhausted
This is such an interesting time in my life, there’s so much I’m learning, and so many new experiences I’m having. It’s like a wild flight into the unknown and I don’t know where I’m going to land. I love my new job as an executive assistant, I’m making great friends. I’m struggling over whether… Continue reading Some Things I’m Learning
People all have their word of the year instead of New Year’s resolutions. I’ve always thought that was a wiser approach, less “I can do anything I set my mind to”. This year’s been all about trust for me, and it’s not time to stop now. I have a good job where I’m surrounded by… Continue reading Trust
Because grace without justice is worthless.